After i kissed the other man, i apologized to him and told my boyfriend right away. He said it was okay because i was not thinking and he knows how i get when i am drunk. Slowly and slowly he got more distant. this happened last sunday, and he was so distant and i finally told him that if he wants to break up with me he could if he would be happeir. He said it was okay, then two days go by and I say it again and he said that he really didnt want to its just that “the pain and hurt was begging to much to bear” and so i said okay and then he texted something that has hurt me more than anything ever. “For I may not be in your life as much, or at all, but i am still here.” Like what is that supposed to mean. And the he said “its not that I dont want to be with you katie its that im hurting so much and i need time.” Of course i have to give it to him but this morning he walked by me and did not say a word. Looked at me as if i was a stranger. He then had a class with my friend and my friend said that another guy named donny asked “hey why was katie crying” ethan then just shrugged. What can i do? I want to give him space but this hurts me so bad, I will always love him but i know that I have hurt him.
