we talked in social media and it happen fast it wasn’t look like my dream boy but his personality attract me his funny and kind and he always tried to made me love him when I fall in his love by the way it’s my first true love he left me for month without single word and then back to me and say I can’t live without u I’m idiot :( and I forgive him because I love him in the middle of our relation he go out with girl because he feel bored and left me again and we back and then last time I finished everything why he did that in me he played with my heart it was pure love I feel my heart burn I really loved him but he deal with me like a trash back to me when his love that and throw me when he want I won’t forgive him entire my life I do any thing in my life
may be I did faults in relation and he have done that if he didn’t want me why he stay with me for a year and always told that he love me I hate u kein I hate you may god break ur heart like mine . I can’t talk with any person but I just suffer alone I have applied for scholarship in his country to be near him as he request and I have accepted but I can’t do that and I have left my job and I prison my self in my room I just feel pain I hate him really :( I’m idiot girl I want sell my heart , sadness and pain
