I was first year in college most girls in college lokk at boys as potential husbends so they never talk to them the ones who talk are called bitches, so I never talked to boys my enrire life then I met him . I met him in the student activities .we used to help other students . he looked very inocent and pure . I liked him as a brother at first . He loved me alot but never really loved him but he used my friends without me really knowing that and he knew everything I liked and did it then my friends convinced me to give him a chance . And I did and fell for him then he got tired of me because I refused to kiss him and sleep with him so he dumped me and said I was the one who did it . I felt terible until I found out he wasn’t inocent and he dated three girls togather before me and they were my friends and they refused to tell me . Then I found out he smokes and a drug adect and ruined my realation with his best friend and I am now engaged to his friend and he wants now to break us up . He gave me alot of gifts I trached them all exept alittle teddy bear I keep so I would never forget how stupid I was
