Time changes people
I was in a relationship for 4 years with my ex who wanted to marry me after one year, i was young so said no, he was sooo inlove with me and we couldnt be separated, he was the type of guy with the really good personality which made him hot.. but when it came to this year he was working like 60 hours a week, he cheated on me once i forgave him, he also had a best ‘girl’ friend who i had to trust, and i could trust her until earlier this year he became close to a different girl who was swedish and always had a thing for asians and girls with accents, im an aussie girl, and always got told that i could do better then him. But I went along with being a friend to this swedish girl that i came close with, and formed a trust, but she then came between me and my man, he always claimed that they were ‘just friends’ but when it came to them spending everyday day together pretty much i got suspicious.. i would constantly ask if anything had happened, but then he broke up with me, i was devastated for months and i found out 3 months later after he swearing on his mothers life that nothing ever happened, that they were sleeping together a week after getting out of a 4 year relationship! For some reason i still wanted to see him, so we did, and i knew his password to his emails, facebook, etc and could see that he liked this girl a lot, but she was obsessive, and i know my ex had female friends but i was never sure if you can sleep with someone, and still talk to them that they can remain just friends? Well now he decided to go travelling for many years or so, we became close again a month before he left and were pretty much back together until he left. I cant seem to let go, saying goodbye and realising how much someone can change in one year is so scary, it made me feel like whats the point, if there just going to cheat, lie, and move away, i cant be bothered. If hes gone for like 5 years what are we going to be like then? and yet i still have it in my mind that he will come back and we will get married, because i cant see myself with anyone else apart from him.. Help 
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Leave him - what are you going to do while waiting....what do you think he will be doing while away? It sounds like you are expecting more
Drop him. he is no longer worth your time and heartache and you will find a man who will treat you the way you deserve to be treated.
I stayed with a guy who cheated on me 7times.If he doesnt have your trust now he never will; RUN!
I was waiting for a guy for 9 yrs, and wish if I had my time over again I had not wasted it. The first step is the hardest but worth it.
A new person in your life will lessen these feelings. Your young so that why your still so attached. There is no trust, thus no future.
Move on it's not healthy. Take up a hobby,small trip with your girl friends