Well it’s been about 6 or 7 months since my boyfriend of several years left me for another girl. I’ve been doing well. I’m keeping myself busy with work and meeting people, I even have an fwb now, but we wont get into that. I don’t think about him or her most days, but every now and then I do, and for some reason it still stings. I spent four years with him and out of nowhere he tells me I just don’t make him happy anymore and that he found someone who’s perfect for him. Whenever I see pictures of them together they both look ecstatic and I become overwhelmed with anger; like my soul is on fire all over again. I try so hard to pretend like I don’t care but I know I really do.
I think I need some closure. He just left so abruptly and never said a word to me again. I have so many questions. Did he cheat on me with her? What about her is so much better than me?
The worst part about it is that I can’t stop thinking about and hating the “other woman”. One week after we broke up they started dating which makes me believe that she was pursuing him or something. I mean did she intentionally destroy our love or did she have no idea what was going on. Or perhaps she had a silly crush on him and one thing led to another. These are my biggest questions; I mean was she actually plotting the whole thing? Did she have any concern for my feelings or any remorse for what she did?
Part of me wants to just put all of it behind me but the other part wants to contact her. I know that I can’t do anything about it but I have to know the truth!
Break-Up Phase: (what's this?)