I just got dumped by this girl and I’m really confused. Two months ago I didn’t even know her. Then out of no where she started saying hi to me whenever we passed each other in school. I took that as a sign that she liked me but I didn’t know how to start talking to her. We are different grades and have no classes together. Then over spring break she got my number and text me. At this point I was sure she liked me. We texted the whole spring break. Once we got back to school I still had a hard time finding time to talk to her in person but we did and after a couple weeks we started going. Things were great and we hung out and went on dates. Prom was coming up in a couple weeks and I didn’t want to go but her friends told me how much she wanted to go so I asked her. We had a great time at prom and I thought our relationship was great. Then two days later she told me she just wanted to be friends. I was shocked. She told me several times how much she liked me. I cried all that night. Then I got to the point that I needed to know what changed from really liking me to just wanting to be friends. So I asked her and she said she couldn’t handle a relationship right now. I’m not sure if its true but I really wanted to believe it so I did. I thought we got to the point that we were going to be friends and I would just wait it out until she is ready. Then right as we were going back to being friends she stopped texting me. I still don’t know why. That made me really angry. I saw her school the next day but I didn’t call her out because she is always around her friends. She still didn’t text me back that night so I got her friend to talk to her and she finally text back. I was so happy she text back I didn’t say the things I wanted to say and after about 20 mins she stopped texting me again. After that i thought she was angry at me so i kept texting her tyring to get her to talk to me. I was so sad at that point because i thought we would never talk again. I eventually had to ask her friend if she was mad at me. Her friend convinced me she just needed space right now so I waited for her to text back but she never did. That was hell sitting by the phone hoping she would text back. After a few days of that I talked to her friend again. I found out she thought it was too awkward to talk and her friend thought I should let it go. I have tried to let it go but I haven’t been able to. I’m still hoping that once she does want a relationship we will get back together. Its so hard having to see her everyday at school and at track. The way she acts makes it seem like the break up hasnt affected her at all. It makes me think she doesnt miss me and she never cared about me. It fells like she is going to move on with her life and i will have to feel terrible every time i see her. Every time im around her im so tense i want to punch a wall so hard i break my hand. During a track meet yesterday I was standing so close to her and yet I felt so far away. I wanted to be talking to her so badly. What confuses me even more is I swear she waved and said hi to me. I’m so confused and lonely and I don’t feel like I’m going to get over her. She was the only person I’m close to and every time I think we wont ever talk again I cry.
Break-Up Phase: (what's this?)