11 yrs ago not good looking friend of ex BF, starts coming over, writing notes how he’s always had an eye for me. I never would have given this guy a second look as he is fat and acne faced.
But was taken by his notes of affection. The entire 11 yrs he never held a job, but is a good mechanic and I didnt care too much as I could afford both of us. 9 yrs later i find him in bed at house with a gal 1/2 his age. He wrote us both the same “I’m sorry letters”. I forgave as I sometimes made him jealous, by male friends I would talk to. Nothing else just friends.Plus by now I loved him and felt secure with him. Last year in March he left to go take care of an errand, kissed me good bye saying he’d be home later. Then calls me from his house and says he’s visiting his sister and will be home later. He never came home, I never called and weeks went by. Then I see on the internet , he’s online with a gal and they have been seeing each other, plus he’s on numerous dating sites. They went together for 3 months and next thing he’s back over my home acting as if nothing changed. I kept my distance and only made wise cracks about why was he hiding out from his girlfriend? Apparently he took off from her house the same way he did me. Only now that she found out he’s here, she blames me and has put all kinds of negative slanders on the internet about me. He has yet to stand up to her and tell her off. But I am so mad by now at her, that its really eating at me. Long story short , he is back at his house and I suppose back to the dating game. I will never love him as before , if even as a friend, he will never have what I use to feel for him, especially trust. I just feel bad that at 56 I am a single woman, that would love to have a companion one worth the time and rest of the road through life. It makes it so hard to trust anyone these days. Is there no loyalty left in people?
Break-Up Phase: (what's this?)